Saturn Opposition Neptune 
This is a time of extreme inner conflict, which can severely undermine your effectiveness with others. You will become extremely self-critical and uncertain about the ideals by which you structure your life, as well as about the structure itself. You make very great demands upon yourself, and you feel you must live up to them. But they are very far removed from what you should realistically expect. You will almost certainly fail to live up to these ideals, so you will be acutely disappointed in yourself. Your self-condemnation is unjustified but very convincing at this time. 
Guilt, remorse for alleged "past sins," feelings of unfulfilled responsibilities, depression and self-doubt are all characteristic of this transit. But you must remember that eVl(rything seems worse than it really is. Sometimes you have an irrational sense of fear or apprehension, when your world seems to be populated by ghosts that haunt you. Illusion is indistinguishable from reality. Clearly this can be one of the most difficult of all transits. 
Actually your ideas about the world are being changed, and the first step is a proces of disintegration that leaves you feeling extremely disoriented. 
If you can, it would be a good idea to go into some kind of retreat or at least try to minimize the demands of the everyday world for awhile. And as you simplify your lif ' in this way, concentrate on the very concrete aspects of reality. Don't involve yours If in abstractions, for you can become lost in them. Deal with everything on a v ry mundane, practical level, until your sense of equilibrium begins to return. This is not a particularly good time to study the occult or psychic disciplines unless past study h:lH given you a strong sense of 'proportion in these matters. If you study such subj IN for the first time now, your sense of disorientation will only increase, with po sibly 
	devastating results. 	- 
When your life begins to settle down again, you will find tha t you ha v it nt'W understanding of your world. You will begin to put it to good usein four to fiv Y(',II' I wh 'n . aturn trines your natal Neptune.